Saturday, June 10, 2006

Lupus brings out the poet in her

After years of reassurance Aya still thinks one day Lupus shall strike her..and will find her doom.Lupus Erythromatosis (lupus=latin for wolf, erythema=rash) is a systemic connective tissue disease known to attack females in their childbearing period, though it may be precipitated by certain drugs, more common in dark women, and if that doesnt exclude Aya who is white(no offence lol) then the incidence that it is more common in females who have suffered spontaneous abortion might do the trick.no, shes not married..yet...;)ok, not that its impossible for her to get lupus or anything.."impossible is nothing" quotin adidas ad.But shes more likely to be going through a mild phase of the "Medical Student Syndrome"*a constellation of symptoms medical students start manifesting with throughout their years of study in medicine, briefly explained as identifying too much with the information they study and end up thinking they suffer from the same disease they are reading regardless of the long lost logic in the process..funniest one was a girl thinking she had prostate cancer loool..correction u need a brain check:P
Back to Aya, (not a medical student either hehe)who over a coffee convo was casually showin me a lump in her neck, desperate attempt to prove the Lupus theory, was rebuked by none other than myself and i dismissed it as a post fever lymph node..never to see it comin a couple of weeks later..
So she calls me up..a long distance call from the states..yep i was in shock hehehe..and slams me with the "i was diagnosed with Hodgkins lymphoma" what the..!
The funny part is that my info about Hodgkins at that moment was a tad more than that of Hodgkins himself before he discovered that disease and named it after him lol..so ( miserable music hits in the background) i take days of misery crushed by the news before i actually realize i might as well study for a change only to discover its a thank God curable disease..did i seem illiterate or what hehehe..
Nevertheless, Hodgkins is in no competition with the nasty Lupus.Aya takes poetry classes now and guess what her first poem is about..it goes a lil something like this..

Lupus Grandis et Malus

Lupus of the wood
Mysterious ally of the Sun
Let the little girl alone
Don't step her way and
Make her days a lifetime
But if by chance, by mere ugly chance
You glanced her under the brightness of your star
Leave the paleness to the desert
And the redness on her hood
For oh! When your butterflies spread their wings
And draw your traps on her face
And ay! For the pain that stings as your claws
Clasp her gaze

Lupus on her head.
Lupus on the kidneys of her skin.

You can kill her grandma, if you like,
And you can kill her too
But do so in one moment, one glance, one bite
Don't churn her with her blood
And chew her over years
And make her eyes too shallow
For her to drown in tears

The surprising part is that it is very accurately and informatively written, only one aware of all extents of the disease would portray the Lupus so vividly.U could go down in medical history for this ya Aya..bad news is, Girl UVE GOT ISSUES loooool!! i luved the poem though..helped me out in studies must admit hehehe...
Miss u mucho


p.s u should see her fairy tales;) i jsut realized shes talented when she left..could i have been the problem?( shrugs) lol

6 Comments:

Blogger Christian said...

Interesting phenonmenon about the medical student syndromes. I can easily imagine it, too much self analysis can kill you I guess.

1:23 PM  
Blogger Cleopatrina said...

tell me about it! the crazy thing is that ur mind is formatted to always reach extremes..i imagined having cancer in about 6 different places..not to mention this one time i dreamt i had a tumor in my ear whose name i hadnt ever come across till the day after in class! man that was freaaky hehe

2:24 PM  
Blogger Christian said...

You dreamt of the name before you'd come across it? :s This can't be... I think...

I believe that many dreams are stuff you're thinking about subconsciously, it might be that you had come across the name before but couldn't consciously recall it.

My closest encounter with self diagnosis was when I (correctly) diagnosed myself with measles around preparatory school before the doctor did. But it wasn't really rocket science, my sister had just come out of it and I had the small red spot starting to appear on my hands.

12:36 AM  
Blogger Cleopatrina said...

well..u do have a point about dreams, however i dont even recall teh part where i actually came across with the name.i woke up startled i was like "whats a glomus tumor anyway".but when the doctor described its pathogenesis i knew even my dream ended up with a WRONG self diagnosis.
Well measles is understandable, what r the odds of u mixing up erythema nodusum with measles at the age of..prep school hehe.

9:18 AM  
Blogger Christian said...

You're right, the odds are pretty slim seeing that I don't have a clue what erythema nodusum is at my current age never mind prep school.

10:10 AM  
Blogger Cleopatrina said...

loollling frantically!

10:50 AM  

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